We Need A Cure Soon

Today I  was lying down reflecting on my pain, even though I was not in excruciating pain at the time I was thinking about pain. I feel like a human pincushion or perhaps an experimental guinea pig. Constantly getting blood drawn to see if all the meds I'm taking are not causing problems with my liver or other organs. Wondering if the labs will be normal, afraid of what they may find. My mind is an emotional roller coaster scattered with Brain Fog and an occasional brain hiccup.

Dealing with chronic pain is very hard and painful. Everywhere you go people say "you don't look sick, if I had a dollar for every person that said this I'd be a millionaire". If I wore my pain outside of my body people wouldn't look at me at all I would be a hideous, and grotesque sight.

Finding a cure is so important that research must continue and never cease. I'm praying they will find a cure soon, or formulate a safe medication that will offer a more functional way of life.